I really hate having these flashbacks of horrible things that happened from the past. I try to block these memories out, but they constantly come back at the prompting of anything remotely related to them...

I guess this has always been the case, but there is no conversation topic that I'm interested in which is also a topic that any of my friends are interested in. I really don't care about camera lenses, cars, clothes, house works, and all the consumerism stuff. Then again, I'm not sure what I care about. Pretty much nothing at all, I guess. Sad life.

Going to Taiwan tomorrow. Not exactly a trip that I want to take...but whatever, I booked the tickets, might as well go.