I was quite dismayed at how quickly I fell into temptation again...this is getting to a point where I felt like I've returned to my old self, throwing away all the lessons learned in the past few months. Is there any hope for me to recover? Sure there is, but I need help... So that was in the morning. In the afternoon, there was this TA meeting, and I've inadvertantly gotten the "Head TA" position... "My condolances," said Furino...heh. It seems like it's not too bad to be a head TA, though...for now. Interesting conversation with Samuel in the afternoon where he was (according to server logs) on the internet via wireless connection in UWO (heh...). That's probably it for the day.

Random notes...

• Early this morning, I looked closely at the image of my face in the mirror, which I rarely do. All I can say is, I look a lot older now... Childish heart with an old man's look...that's not good.
• I quite enjoy the new chair, actually. But now it looks more like an electric chair rather than a rocket chair...hmm... Anyway.
• I guess I have to mention the wedding puzzle again. I think I'll need to make a firm decision fairly soon, but I'm still very much overwhelmed by the choice... I'm not necessarily sad about it, since both are great events to attend. Right now, of all the people I asked, all but one suggests the puzzle option. I prayed about it quite a bit...with no answer so far...or maybe the answer is right in front of my eyes...

I'm grateful to God for...

• giving me a few ideas and directions to go in the coming Bible study;
• the interesting msn chats with Samuel and Eugene;
• stopping me whenever I start to panic again;
• this opportunity to be the head TA in a course; and
• the incredible yet intriguing truth that Jesus is "upholding all things by the word of His power"...