Yesterday, kind of a strangely good day, I guess? (Still trying to put on the negativity, am I not?) Supervisor meeting was good, because I actually did something for once. I was going to put off the project marking for another day, but an urgent email from Jochen forced me to do that immediately, giving off a lot of random (good) marks... The evening was spent cooking a semi-big meal, and then planning this family trip thingie, which is kind of a headache...

I find myself to have very little discipline. Physical discipline: well, I sort of gave up on exercising... Work discipline: still working almost exclusively on the day before supervisor meeting. Spiritual discipline: even something as simple as praying and reading the Bible became incredibly hard.

I'm grateful to God for...

• the slight progress in research and the supervisor meeting;
• everything He forced me to go through in order to grow and move ahead in this path towards holiness;
• the reduced academic stress now;
• revealing some of the mind-blowing implications of Jesus being God and His words being Spirit...still hard to comprehend this; and
• the comfortable weather outside.