Pretty much spent the day preparing for two weeks' worth of supervisor meeting...it was ok, I guess. I didn't do much, as usual, which isn't good. But somehow I get away every time...God is too graceful to me. After the meeting, there was a sudden sense of lost, like if I don't know what to do now. Ended up going home and sleep and stuff. Aside: Yesterday, I had this urge to just throw the phone against the wall... Also, Treasure Hunters is just good to watch...

I really want to spend some time thinking over the messages that I heard during the summer camp, but somehow I'm kind of reluctant to do that. For one, so many distractions around. But really, I'm afraid to take a step up in knowing and following and serving Jesus...I want to, but...

I'm grateful to God for...

• restoring (at least for today) morning devotional time;
• leading me through the work today and rescueing once again from a possibly horrifying supervisor meeting;
• receiving feedbacks from Francis on a lot of things, and giving me a chance to share my burdens;
• listening to me even as I complain to Him over and over again; and
• making me ashamed of my total disregard for my family...