I'm filled with anger. And sadness. It's strange. The more I think, the worse I get. Yet there are so many things that demand my thoughts and prayers. But it's so overwhelming that I just don't want to think at all. I hope and pray dearly that I don't kill anyone...

A few verses...

"So then, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath; for the wrath of man does not produce the righteousness of God." -- James 1:19-20

"do not let the sun go down on your wrath, nor give place to the devil." -- Ephesians 4:26-27

"So the LORD said to Cain, 'Why are you angry? And why has your countenance fallen? If you do well, will you not be accepted? And if you do not do well, sin lies at the door. And its desire is for you, but you should rule over it.'" -- Genesis 4:6-7

I'm grateful to God for...

• His protection in this day of short travels;
• the impromptu lunch with Chen Jie;
• the conversation with Samuel that shed some light on things;
• stopping me from wasting money on useless stuffs; and
• keeping my emotions in check and calming me down a little.