Hmm...did I just waste another day? I hate my constant "I'll do this tomorrow" thoughts, but I can't seem to do anything about it... I should just be honest about it...I'm lazy, a sloth, a bum. I give up on things too easily, and I would postpone doing things when I see how difficult they are going to be...but really, I do that even for the simplist things, so it's just me being lazy. In a sort of related note, sometimes I wish I could just go away for a few days and to seriously think about things without all these distractions, but I'm too lazy to do that, too...

So the sermon today was on negativity...which supposedly is an applicable topic for me, being Mr. Negativity and stuff...but I'm not sure I got anything out of it...and there goes my negativity again.

I'm grateful to God for...

• seeing how enthusiastic the vbs kids are about Jesus, and finding myself ashamed to be so lukewarm;
• restricting and diverting my bad thoughts on Francis as they are sneaking into me;
• this thirst for God's words, this unsatisfiable desire...;
• being able to get hold of Aaron for info; and
• calming me down during many panic outbursts that I had recently.