This is a day of shame for me. I'm ashamed that I didn't complete the assignment to the best of my ability, leaving it to the last minute only to realize I really didn't know how to do some parts of it. I'm ashamed that I didn't spend enough time on project evaluation, and gave really crude comments and marks. I'm ashamed that I keep creating these temptations for myself, unable to leave my sinful past. I'm ashamed that I keep avoiding God by keeping myself distracted with puzzles.

Notes for the day: On a day where I desperately wanted to talk to somebody, I couldn't find any suitable person to talk to, and that's just sad; there's the Contender premiere happening tonight...I know I really shouldn't watch it, but I so want to watch it...I know that if I don't watch the first episode, the chances of me watching it in the future will drop significantly...but I so want to watch it! What is wrong with me?; a few of us went to lunch today, and I'm just glad that I was able to voice my opinion on some of the restaurants that they were considering, e.g. the Mr. Panino place and the Bangladeshi place...we ended up at China Legends, and I had a nice (and unhealthy) meal; I don't know, I kind of lost hope for everything, thus forgetting everything God has taught me...

I'm grateful to God for...

• giving me just enough energy to complete the required work;
• the struggle that I'm dealing with, and the grief I'm experiencing for my sins;
• giving me an opportunity to help David Sun when he needed;
• accepting this hypocrite as Your child; and
• the cooler weather today.