O Lord, I'm sorry that I messed up. I felt horrible for repeatedly rejecting the prompting of the Holy Spirit. I find it so hard to let go of my troubles and just depend on You. Lord, please forgive me, and help me release myself from all the guilt. Thank you so much for bringing peace in my heart, and I pray the peace will stay throughout the storm.

I was really tired the entire day, actually. I don't know why, especially since I slept a lot... Maybe it's the segmented sleep that was bad... I got really tired of matroid class, it's like nothing is making any sense right now. Spent the afternoon at home, doing nothing. Evening mccf and dinner was ok, but I'm kind of weary of the constant silliness...

I'm grateful to God for...

• being able to talk to Wayne briefly today to lighten the load...such a joyful man;
• a good time of worship in mccf today, reflecting a lot about recent events;
• having so many people to care for me, like having 5 msn conversations just in the past hour;
• continuing to pursue me; and
• constantly teaching me lessons on waiting for Him.