Yesterday...morning car maintenance...afternoon nap and convo visitations...evening group dinner. Meanwhile, I was pretty depressed the whole day. It started with the incredibly strange fear about the discrepency between the devotion that I did in the morning and the life that I was living. Sounds familiar? I guess so... I struggled with a lot of questions throughout the day, getting no answers from anywhere. It was quite frustrating to me. Anyway, it was nice to see Wayne and his family again after the convo. Also glad to see Michael here. Yay! The dinner was overpriced and ok, and really, I felt sick the whole day, so it wasn't pleasant to begin with.

Today...my God, did I really do that? Fell into temptation and sinned, just like my old self... It's very disheartening. Three months of work from God, all gone now? Starting over again...

Annual WPC qualifier starts in less than an hour. The events of this morning really dampened my enthusiasm for it, though...sigh...