So what can I say about the RRRR this morning? Well, I woke up at around 2am in the morning, after having just 2 hours of sleep. There was this strange urge to do something to release the energy that has mysteriously built up in my body. Also, my violent impulses were back, and I just felt like releasing them through sin, but thankfully that didn't go through. Eventually decided to do some very quick warm up and went out to run like crazy. Granted, when I run like crazy, it's still pretty slow, but I was running at a pace that was faster than before. Obviously I wasn't able to keep up the pace all the way, but I still scored the fastest lap time ever for me... And I felt better afterwards. Sure, I still hate running, but at least it was some kind of a release...

With the Montreal trip just hours away, I'm suddenly having a lot of fears about it. Maybe it's because this didn't turn out to be the little private trip that I was hoping for. Maybe it's because of the intimidation of driving in Montreal. Maybe it's because the car feels quite strange lately despite having done the maintenance a couple of weeks ago. Maybe it's because I've been procrastinating on school work and this is not going to help. Or maybe it's because I went ahead with the planning of this trip without praying much about it...

I did some minor cooking last night and the house is a mess right now. Need to clean up...but I want to sleep...O the dilemma...