Ah...time to catch up to what's been happening. Briefly: the trip to Mississauga to visit Wayne was awesome, yet there seems to be something missing... Samuel's visit here is so short that it's kind of disappointing that I don't get to talk to him privately. But it's still very good to see him. Went to both services again, this time bringing 3 people to cfc...heh. The evening prayer meeting had only 2 people, but still we had a wonderful time of sharing and praying in the Lord. Tomorrow, I'm going to Wonderland! Shocking, I know. It was a struggle, but I've decided to take the adventure and time with soon-to-depart friends rather than with silly matroids.

Finished reading the book Wild at Heart today. Boy, that was a really good and challenging book. Thanks, Samuel, for recommending the book! It's so good that I'm thinking of giving away several copies of it...

What I need now, I believe, is solid faith. I could go from one moment being absolutely sure of the love and power of Jesus working inside me, to another moment having doubts as to whether or not that is true. There's this constant spiritual battle going on here, and it seems that my faith in God just fluctuates quite easily. Now I'm starting to understand (just a little bit) what it means to have Jesus as my rock, my fortress, my strength. O Lord, be the solid foundation in my life.