I feel very empty right now. There's a sense that I might have ignored the Holy Spirit and did things my way. Last night, Clarence needed someone to talk to, but I refused because it was already my unusual bedtime and I wanted to sleep. Today, Penny needed advice and help on 342, but for reasons unbeknownst to me, I ignored her mostly...perhaps out of my general uncomfortableness in dealing with people of the opposite gender? I don't know. In any case, I just felt terrible for being so selfish. Maybe it has something to do with my lapse in spending time with God?

Today...artificially induced frustration in the morning...went to a Christian bookstore to buy something...lunch alone...office hour where somebody actually came...long afternoon nap...woke up just in time for Amazing Race finale, which started well and ended up pretty badly... Sorely lacking is the academic work that I'm supposed to do...sigh...I have pretty much given up on that. So about the shopping, I bought (against my better judgment, apparently) a Robin Mark compilation CD. Now here's the thing: what is up with all the really long introductory instrumental for each song? And why is it that every song sounds the same?

Strangely enough, I feel that I have all this physical energy to expend, yet I have no outlet for it... Somehow this has something to do with strong temptations recently?