Fell asleep for a bit longer than I thought when waiting for the laundry...and had really vivid dreams where friends started to leave me one by one. It's a terrible thought...but anyway, it's only a dream...I hope. For the rest of the day, I pretty much wasted it all. I was too frustrated with the paper that I'm reading for research, so much so that I'm seriously considering quitting this PhD thingie...I don't know...probably nto a good idea. But then again, it's just torturous right now. In the afternoon Bible study, it seems that we were all taking a lighter approach to it, with 11 people and all. I'm kind of ashamed that there are a lot of things that I could have shared, but was still not able to speak up...sigh... The guys went to Morty's for wings, which I haven't done in a couple of years, I believe. It was just as I have remembered...the first couple of wings were good, but then it gets worse to a point where it was down right disgusting...the usual, I guess. And now I'm home, very sleepy, unable to do any of the research work that I wanted to do, which is sad...

Tomorrow...I've invited people to come to dinner, which I'll cook...heh. The good thing is I can force myself to cook the things that I've bought from T&T on Saturday. The bad thing is I hope they don't get sick after the meal...heh.

Spiritual status report...it's still a constant struggle between Spirit and flesh... Part of it is with the temptations...another part of it is the struggle between trusting God and doubting Him... Of course I can't expect to improve at lightning speed, but I was hoping to see at least some improvement already...yet I'm still this faithless being...