Two emails today. The first one made me smile, the second one made me cry, and drove me to church to pray, and cry some more. That's the day it's been.

I have very little faith in my prayers. I prayed my hearts out at church this afternoon, and I received a sense of peace immediately. However, soon afterwards, I started to doubt about the faith that I had in that prayer, and it's just bad. I don't know what I'm doing.

Watched half of Wallace & Gromit...sure it's amusing, but my heart's still weary of the reality... Oh yeah, and it appears that my laptop couldn't read DVDs anymore...