Wild day today. First, a painful decision was made and now partially executed this morning, after much prayer for courage. And now, I'm really making a firm commitment to leaving my previous life in the past, taking the conscious step to crucify the fleshly desires on the cross, performing concrete actions that affirms this, and hopefully grow out of it.

Got the planned dry run delayed for a day again, thankfully. It has been a pretty tough week. I did something today, but really need to work on things tomorrow.

Is trusting me such a hard thing to do? Have I been so untrustworthy?