There was skating, and there was a visit to Yen's place, and I've wasted the entire day. Meanwhile, I haven't done a thing on the second stage comps...don't think I'll be able to get it ready for a dry run on Wednesday morning...

I suddenly have this sense of uneasyness about what I've tentatively planned for next semester. I'm just not sure if I'm ready to wander around like that. I'm also not sure about bothering so many people...which is an attitude I really need to change, actually, because that's really an unfounded fear. I need to be courageous, free to fail... There's also a question of whether or not I've made the right decision in taking a "sabbatical" from myf ministries...but this I'm pretty sure is a step that I'll need to take, which is a step back to truly experience and rediscover being with God before serving Him from my heart. Let go of trying to be in control, and obey. In any case, I'm still praying about these things.

I'm getting these really weird sleeping schedules where I would get so tired that I needed to sleep early, then wake up in the middle of the night to do nothing, and then had trouble falling asleep again, but eventually do fall asleep. I don't know...something went wrong with my biological clock?