I'm now very much consumed in spiritual thoughts, so much so that I had no will to do my research work. I really just want to get it right with God, and sometimes I panic again because I want it so badly. But I just have to calm myself down through prayer when that happens, and wait patiently for God.

Samuel replied to my email early this morning, and I just happen to catch it about 10 minutes after he sent it...it was around 2:30am, a rare time for me to be awake. I very much appreciate what he's done for me, and I am very thankful that the Lord sent him into my life through these critical times.

Going back to the basics, that's what I'm doing.