Woke up a bit too early this morning, at 6:30 or so, and I went to bed at around 1:30. Couldn't sleep, so I had breakfast, do the usual morning stuff, and then did the laundry. By the time I'm done laundry, it was around 10:30. Being inspired once again for no particular reason, I went to my office...on a Thursday...an off day... At the office, I did nothing. I guess I was looking to eat out or something, but that didn't work out, so I went home in extreme hunger and disappointment, wondering why in the world did I go to the office in the first place. Once home, there was lunch, sleep, exercise, and tons and tons of puzzles, with no regards to the serious work. Oh yeah, and I tried hard to avoid falling into temptation again, but that didn't work... So that's my sad life.

So what prevents me from discussing my spiritual problems with others? Probably to save face, which is a pretty bad excuse, quite frankly.

I sort of knew that my initial excitement for the Bible reading plan would fade away really quickly. I'm now quite reluctant to read my Bible. Probably because each study takes a long long time, about 1.5 to 2 hours. Also probably because I really wanted to read all the commentaries in the study Bible. So...there's a trade off somewhere in there. Meanwhile, I bought some Eugene Peterson books off Amazon tonight, hoping that they would be helpful somewhat.