Morning: Went to church; finished church; sent the three village people home; after some discussion, though, they decided to stay in the car and tag along for the ride to send Alice home; then the four of us went to eat breakfast at V1, which, needless to say, took a year off my life. Afternoon: Sleep first; exercise next; went to school to record marks and to send out the assignments, which was foiled when the faculty mailroom was locked; then went and tried to find Samuel at DP, but found Zhenhua instead; came back to office to call Samuel, only to find out that he was playing ball (he still had time to do that?!); came home and find myself to be pretty stupid.

Recently, I have lost a lot of interest and energy in things that I've been doing, e.g. preparing Bible studies, researching, making games, watching television. That's what happens when a lot of thinking was done...

Is this what happens when I get a new close friend? I start to get attached and then depressed for no apparent reason. You know, my history of friendships had been embarrassing and terrible in my memory, so I guess that's why I'm acting so strange whenever new friends emerge.