Morning: Received the puzzles, and I was happy. Went to office to do boring stuff. Afternoon: Samuel and Francis were supposed to come at 1:30, but after some frantic searches and lots of missed calls, they finally got here at 2. Samuel didn't look too happy when he got here, but once he had some food, he loosened up a bit and we all had a good time. Well, at least I had a good time. Well, actually, it's mostly the three of them that talked, and I was mostly silent, but that's just the status quo. Evening: Went to Yen's place to watch The Amazing Race. Not bad, lots of improvements, but a bit long. And now, I'm very very tired...

Living in fear. That's what's been depressing me for so long.

One of the things that bothers me a lot is that there would be these waves of thoughts and feelings coming all at once, making me feel really queasy. And the bad thing is, I couldn't sort them out. So I really don't know how I'm feeling... Maybe this is a psychological problem that requires therapy...