I was just in an extremely bad mood all day long. I don't really understand why I do the things I do, like going to school and do no work, waiting to see if I can go out for lunch again, which I was disappointed again. Came home to sleep, and really wasting a ton of time. Anyway, not a good day to remember, certainly.

And with that bad mood, it really wasn't good for me to attend the pre-study for Saturday's Bible study tonight. I'm just too controlling, too much of a perfectionist, and made too much trouble. So much so that the pre-study lasted around 4 hours. Yikes. And the product is something that is still very under prepared, which is kind of disappointing. I don't have the material, so I was hoping that everyone would prepare ahead of time to get a good picture of the passage, but that's really a false hope. So when the time come for the pre-study, the thing just felt flat, like very focused on the linguistic side of the scripture instead of what the message is. So I wasn't very happy about much of the time, and they will probably avoid me for the rest of their lives. Sigh...I don't know. It's not been a good day, as I have said.

I really have nothing good to say these days, am I not?