Today: sleep, prepare Bible study, lead Bible study. That's pretty much it. The Bible study wasn't too bad, I guess. I certainly wasn't well-prepared, and I feel that I didn't do what I tried to teach...so that was a bit sad. I mean, on comparing the old life and the new life of being a Christian, quite frankly I don't know how that was for me, and maybe it got a lot worse recently. Also, on personal testimony, I really couldn't think of it for myself...so, again, kind of sad.

Still feeling a bit sick, but it is not as bad as before. Tomorrow, a ton of work to catch up.

I feel so sad that for many times now, I get to know someone just when they are about to leave...sigh... All in the Lord's will, I guess. Ok, so it's a day of sadness.