I'm doing a lot of thinking about what the future holds for me. Now that I have given up on getting a faculty position, my choices are pretty limited. And with the personality that I've been given by God, I will definitely have trouble surviving in this world. So...I don't really know what to think of it. I have a general ideology that I do not think much about what will happen in the future, since it is pretty much futile to do so. However, that was when my path of life was pretty much set for me, go on and study more. But now that this path nears its end, I'm having trouble holding up. Anybody have connections with the game show business who can give me a boost?

For some odd reason, I simply couldn't work at home. But when I'm in my office, I get hungry and sleepy pretty quickly, and I want to come home in the hope that supposedly I could work there. But truth be told, I have a history of not being able to do anything productive at home, so why do I still convince myself that today is the day that will change everything? Meanwhile, 6 homework questions await me, 1 of them long past due for which I think I have a solution for but I just don't have the desire to work out the details. Also, 3 weeks worth of research awaits me. I'm not sure how I can pull this off again. And the answer is, of course I can't.

Taking 24 hours to download a file is way too long...the average rate was 2.5K/s, worse than dial-up. But at least it completed the download...