Made a sort of long trip in preparation for Race. I don't know...but right now, I'm quite pessimistic about it. My heart isn't in it anymore...all I can think of are the many ways that it can screw up. More prayers needed.

Went to Wendy's for lunch, and got quite a nice caesar salad instead of fries. I think I like that.

I'm just terrible at making conversations. I'd like to talk to people, but most of the time I'm just really afraid to. Not a surprise, of course.