I can only trust that the Lord will take care of everything about this Saturday's race. I've been through this before: feeling very pessimistic about the thing, the weather forecast says it's going to rain, and many people couldn't come. But despite all this, I won't worry about it.

Meanwhile, I have been slacking off on the research stuff this week, after having such a good one last week...sigh...I knew I couldn't keep up with it all.

I definitely think that my personality has taken a wrong turn in the past few months. I mean, I used to basically love everybody, and now it's just not the case anymore... I used to care quite a lot about some people, and now I just quit doing that. I guess I'm just disappointed. And then I read this from The Message translation of Matthew 5 yesterday: "You're blessed when you care. At the moment of being 'care-full,' you find yourselves cared for." Hmm...