So I'm pretty angry and sad today. Angry because I felt alone and rejected. Sad because I had to pass up on getting that thing that I've always wanted...also sad because really, nothing makes sense to me right now. I'm such a mentally fragile person, it's just unbearable...

This morning, I decided to finally pay the tuition and residence cost. That's about $3400 down the drain right there. Then I though I would walk to the post office to pick up the tax forms, so I did that. That's kind of a rare occasion because I haven't walked that far for a while now (and when I say "that far," it really means about 10 minutes...). On the way back, I bumped into Aaron's dad on the car, and he said Aaron's in St. Paul's Kiwanis Festival thingie, would I like to go see him. I said sure, so I went there. Didn't see Aaron play, though, so that's kind of a let down. After that's done, I came back home, decided to just crunch the numbers and get it over with, so I did that. And the result: I have to pay about $320 of taxes...this would be the first time that I would pay some income tax. This is mainly due to no education amount from previous years, plus that stupid Ontario health premium, the so-called "non-tax"... So anyway, I got that done, and decided to (gasp!) walk back to the post office to send it in. Well, on my way there, it started dripping. When I was on my way back, it was raining hard. So in one of a few times that I decided to do myself a favour and walk, I get soaked... Of course for the rest of the day, it was pretty sunny...oh the humour of the Lord...

How hard is it to keep a freaking secret?!