As if yesterday wasn't bad enough, it got worse today. I'm in a kind of super depressing mode here. I start to wonder whether I cared too much, or I just have trouble expressing myself that nobody really cares. Or maybe I have been this jokety type person that people don't take my problems seriously.

So I pretty much wasted the day to sleep and television... And you know what happens when I'm left alone? I start thinking and making up strange things...

You know, friendship is supposedly a good thing, but when it hurts, man it hurts real bad...