Skating. My back didn't hurt as much as before, which is a good sign. Pizza Hut. Ate about 10 small slices. Very full. Sleep. Fellowship. Snow. Lots of snow. Yiwen. WeiXiang. Home.

Thinking about a lot of questions. Questions about whether my intense interest contradicts Christianity; whether I have so desensitized to guilt that I don't feel it anymore or it is indeed ok; whether I should continue the PhD study or not as it is certainly getting uninteresting; and lots more.

I don't know why people find me scary (or at least that's what I heard)...ok, I guess I can sort of see why...if I were them, I wouldn't approach me either.