What can I say? An evening filled with loneliness, anger, depression, frustration. All during a gospel meeting. Sigh... That's why I came home early, without notice. Of course nobody noticed until I was home. Of course.

Apparently the key that I gave to May (through Francis) back in the days (like, two weeks ago?) wasn't the church key. Instead, it was my room's key...and we found out just today. I guess I don't use my room's key and she doesn't use the church's key until recently. So no wonder I couldn't get the back door of the residence opened..........ah, it's all clear now.

For the rest of the weekend, lock myself in the room as much as possible, and do the following: type up notes, read papers, and do nserc thing.