So I've heard that people are talking about some big problems in the fellowship, and they are not telling me what the problems are.  Ok, fine.  But what's more frustrating is that they are telling non-coworkers about them, and they won't tell me what the problems are, either.  So what can a problem be such that I (the current pseudo-head) shouldn't know, and yet non-coworkers should know?  Ah, I get it, it must be a problem about me.  Ok, great, so I suck, just tell me about it.  I always knew I'm not suited for this kind of job, so maybe I should just quit.  Oh Lord, help us all. 
  
Either my memory has failed me so frequently these days, or other people's are.  First it was the whole proctoring fiasco and to this date, I still have no memory of being told to proctor.  And now Alice told me that she sent an icq message last week asking me to go to Grand China to pick up people on Saturday, and I don't remember ever receiving the message.  Weird.
 
Sometimes I have this feeling that people just hate to talk to me.