Man, often I wish I could just stop thinking...the more I think, the more depressed I get. Of course I know life isn't fair, but it's really hard to get over it.

I guess I should put more thinking into research, which is going nowhere.

There are signs that point to the family leaving very soon. I have very conflicting feelings about this: one is that the kid is so cute, and he likes me (why else would he say things to me that I don't understand?); on the other hand, this kid is a screamer. So, I don't know. Then again, maybe it's just a false sign.