I really don't like my "if I don't see you, then I'll probably forget about you" attitude. Sigh... I lost so many friends because of that. In any case, I'll miss you, Paul. I hope I don't forget you.

Alright, here's something that I'm awfully afraid of. I'm always afraid that there would be one thing that I say or do that will make the others mad and break friendships. I think this kind of idea came from a painful experience back in grade 5 or 6 where one day I was good friends with two guys, and the next day they won't talk to me anymore. I guess that's why I can only form friendships cautiously. I have to choose what I say carefully. I think about whether I should do this or not over and over. In other words, I'm very insecure.

Ah, screw the comprehensives. I don't think I can survive PhD anyway.